A small token of my appreciation.

Twenty six lovely months

Red wine, chocolate, peanut butter and lots of love! It only twenty four, and more to come.

Twenty three months since I’ve met you in a true sense, 92 weeks of holding hands, 644 days of dreaming, 15456 hours of thinking about each other, 927360 minutes of sharing hopes, 55641600 seconds of wonderful moments and almost as many heart beats filled with love.

Yesterday it was raining and everybody was caught by surprise. I enjoyed it somewhat but would of wanted just a dark and cloudy sky rather than water falling down on me. Today the weather was nice but the water still existed in it’s dark form…

Sometimes feelings and memories forgotten come back… they appear from nowhere, hit you and leave you standing in a puddle of regret, hope, sadness and blackness. You struggle to avoid them if you are lucky enough to see them coming but it’s useless… you see them coming and you stand still although you know the consequences.

You spend a couple of days recovering the hit and run accident (was it really and accident?) just to find yourself missing those feelings again, missing those times, those smells, those places, those scars and bruises on your neck, the letters sent and received and you wonder “Where are all those things so dear?”

Together… holding hands.

Despite the fact that I dislike posting videos from Youtube or any other source this one has brought back some nice memories and nice sensations.

We miss you Maya! All the people who knew you feel this way. The ones that didn’t get the chance to get to know you either didn’t deserve to or didn’t have the opportunity to do so; either way, there aren’t enough words in any language to describe you to others. I am just sorry that you didn’t have the opportunity to meet Andreea, you would of loved her as much as I do. This song is from her: