About
First of all I wish to thank you for visiting this blog. It is a great pleasure writing it and knowing that someone out there is actually reading this.
About me
Let me introduce myself: I am My Lost Shadow, known in real life as Şerban Constantin, born in the middle of winter - 29th of November 1988 - in the dark city of Bucharest, Romania. I was fortunate enough to be born during a blizzard so this may be the reason for my cold character. To be honest, the best description I could ever make about myself sounds like this: “Just a sick twisted mind trapped in a world where very few people just stop, think and wonder…” .
While I am considered by some to be a loner I usually spend my time surrounded by my friends; of them I have a few, because I don’t like to let others see the real me, so I wear the mask of coldness as stated before. I write a lot, but I tend not to show it to anyone except a special person whom I love very much (although, some of my works can be found via the file manager under the folder Works) because I consider it to be very poor and depressing. Yes, I am usually dark and by this I mean sad, silent and depressed, and to be honest I got used to it and started liking the strange feelings that roam my soul.
I am a great fan of reading. I tend to read anything that comes my way, but a special place in my heart is reserved for masters as Edgar A. Poe, Kafka, Frank Herbert, Stephen King and others. Some of my favorite books are “The Complete Works of Edgar Allan Poe”, “The Muse Asylum” by David Czuchlewski, “The Divine Comedy” of Dante Alighieri, “Faust” by Goethe, “Dune” by Frank Herbert, “Shining” by Stephen King and other works.
Besides reading I listen to rock music. Bands like Phoenix, AC/DC, Pink Floyd, Led Zeppelin, Queen, Iron Maiden, Metallica, Pasarea Colibri where the bands on which I was raised, with later discoveries like The Cranberries, Metric, Luna Amara, L.O.S.T. and others. I am not a big fan of movies but the one I keep close to my heart is “Le Fabuleux destin d’Amelie Poulain”.
Besides this I am site administrator and writer on arenaIT (former E-Utile) and a great supporter of the eLiberatica initiative:
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About Suicidal Tendency
It all started on the 15th of April 2006 on Blogspot (it is now removed) with the purpose of setting my frustrations free. I didn’t see myself writing more than two or three posts but as you can see I ended writing a lot more.Sometimes this place is a suicide note, other times it is a place of joy and hope while most of the time the articles consist of random thoughts that cross my mind and leave a trace, a scar.
Some may wonder why I have named it Suicidal Tendency; the answer is quite simple: it is an act of suicide to think for yourself in today’s world, to try to find answers for yourself and figure things out. I don’t pretend to have the answers for everything or anything, I just start from a question or a thought and express my own point of view over the subject, be it good or bad; but from my question, starting from that random thought you can start to think, over my opinion, over the topic, and so you become alive in a real way. Feel free to leave comments, expressing your opinion because this is what makes us human: reason and the ability to figure out methods of getting over a certain problem no matter it’s nature.
The things you will find here will not always be politically correct or may have an aura of elitism or snooty tones because I honestly hate stupidity, so if any entry will have something to do with a stupid thing/person/event be prepared. There will not be a regular update calendar so please use the feeds to keep in touch.
The posts are made under different categories so here is the description of each of them:
1. Is it me? refers to things of personal nature and events that happened to me. It also contains descriptions of myself made by me or by other persons.
2. Outer World is the place where the articles about events that take place in the real world are kept. The most common type of article you’ll find there is a personal comment and opinion about a real-life event no matter where it took place.
3. Silent Creations are pictures/images that can say something without words. This category consists mainly in pictures with no comments by myself.
4. Technicality contains posts about the technical aspect of this site and sometimes reviews of IT&C related matters.
5. Thoughts is where most of the articles will be found; it refers to general ideas that can vary in field and length.
6. Words Embrace is the artistic part of the blog containing poetry and literature created mainly by myself but there may be texts that were written by others.
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